…Okay I’m scared as hell. I’m not use to not trusting myself, I’m comfortable with not trusting anybody else but most of the time I know who I am. 

As in all major life choices I use professional help to find some encouragement. Disney movies. 

“If you want to cross the bridge, my sweet you’ve got to pay the toll. Take a gulp and take a breath and go ahead and sign the scroll.”

“I don’t know what I can do, still I know I’ve got to try. Eagle help my feet to fly, mountain help my heart be great…”